Feeling all "weird" again..
I knew this would happen.
It happened once, and i knew it would happen again if i did the same thing..
Guess what, i am stubborn enough to do it again.
WHY oh WHY??????
Who's to be blamed?
Tried VERY hard to REALLY believe her words and swallow it, but there's a tiny weeny part within me that chose not to believe. It felt so real, it made me put all my hopes in it, it made me put my heart and soul in it. It's just hard to accept the fact that all the while, it has been a...LIE.
Things are suppose to be better when the day goes by right?
Apparently, it isn't for me. It's getting worst. "Thoughts"are just popping out in my head, one by one. How to forget?
Whatever it is, i'm still glad i got to know what i've always wanted to know. Thanks for telling me and have the chance to open up to u.. i'm glad i did..


